has 'so much to do and not enough time' which makes him have even less time, which he is far to emotionally cretinous to see
- Emotionally dumb and immature because he has next-to-nothing social stimulation from mum, and therefore doesn't even try and see the errors of his thinking
- Labels anyone who
threatens his 'poor little me' image with the reality of his unnecessary ways
as 'trying to psychoanalyse' or 'having it easy and not having a 72 hour a week job like me'
Very very emotionally defensive -----> ie VERY overprotective of ego
Egotistical, but in the 'poor little me', 'I want to help the world', 'I want to serve a helping purpose' way, 'I'm good i'm good i'm good, please PLEASE notice me as good and therefore worth something and having a purpose'
Feels terribly worthless. And I mean terribly worthless to the point of internal destruction. But instead attempts to destroy
others who are egoic - by eating up their ego (ie mum, who also feels worthless)
- The above point is evident, as he does not often use my brother as means of his egoic-rebuild, because my brother ignores dad's 'poor little me', as my brother is a near-psychopathic, uncaring, cold wreck. Mum however is egotistic and therefore an easy target.
ANYON READING THIS I MUST NOTE THAT PEOPLE VIEW IN A VERY simplistic MANNER AND DO NOT INCLUDE THE 'HIGHER COGNITIVISM' EMOTIONS SUCH AS
- ETC. YOU MAY THINK MY THEORY TO BE ALMOST LIKE THE WAY YOU WOULD LOOK AT ANIMALS.
I Just Came upstairs and Said 'oh and don't try and psychoanalyse me' and Some Other defensive stuff Which I can not remember. Then added on the end 'I Know What You Mean, I Know What do you mean' "Still With That defensive stance, and so Clearly not does know. -
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